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Sunday, 22 November 2009

  • I had a very nice dinner with a lady friend last night and then we went to see the 2012 movie. It really stunk. I guess the premise was a great idea to build a movie on but this was so over-done and the protagonists part was far fetched and totally reliant on special effects instead of plot. The special effects bordered on ridiculous. Well, there, I've had my say. My name is Ebert after all, At the Movies. Two thumbs down. don't waste your money.

    I made actual real Reuban sandwich's for dinner tonight. True dark Rye bread, pastrami, swiss, Thousand Island dressing and topped with sauerkraut- homemade from a friend, grilled to dripping, oozing perfection.  Along with a spinach salad with red onion, walnuts and a gorgonzolla-pear vinagrette dressing. Eatin good in the neighborhood.

    Jesse had to get some work done on his Explorer last week so he borrowed the van for a few days while his rig was in the shop. Yesterday I stopped by to see him after he got off work and he was very sick and feeling lousy. I made him some soup, and some thera-flu, and juice and stuff and I guess I was over doting a bit, He finally looked at me, as only our kids can, and said 'Dad, Dad, I'm not 5 anymore'. Ya, ya, Just doing what I know how. He is still sick today when I got a ride over to CDA to get my pickup. I drove the van home last night and left the pickup because I thought it was going to snow and with no snowtires on the pickup yet I didnt want to drive it home last night. As is usually the case, I made the wrong decision because I didnt run into any snow last night but woke up to a pile of it this morning. Went and got the pickup anyway and made it home fine. No matter how Jesse feels today he is going to make himself feel good enough to go to the Warren Miller ski movie at the college tonight.

    Audrey will drive up on Wednesday afternoon and Jesse will come over Thursday so it will be nice to have some family. We are going to my brothers and his family for dinner.

    I want to write about something but cant quite form my thoughts into words yet so I guess I will keep pondering on it.

     

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • I'm not necessarily making an exit from this site but I do seem to be doing most of my posting and other activity on Facebook these days. It's hard to say how much writing I will actually do here and I want to keep that option, but it would be great if you found me on Facebook if you haven't already so we could stay in contact.

    www.facebook.com/paul.ebert2

     

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • When I got home from work yesterday there was a message waiting on my answering machine. I saw that it was from my Attorney and almost went into a panic attack. My first thought was, Now what, this is over, it's all over, nothing else to do. Why, why, why. All the while going thru my mind trying to figure out what could possibly go on now.

    Turns out it was a personal call. We have been friends for many years outside of the legal profession. Why he didnt call my cell, I dont know. I told him he scared the crap out of me by seeing the office number on there. The soccer association is having some problems and they really, really want me to consider coming back and coaching the girls U14 competitive traveling team in the spring.  I really don't see how this can happen since that is Jr. Miss season and I am gone most of the weekends when the games are scheduled. He wants to have lunch and discuss and I'm ok with that, but I told him, don't get your hopes up, I can't see this working out. And I'm just not sure I am up for the task of a herd of 12 and 13 year old girls. Stay tuned for further developments.

    I had dinner last night with one of the girls that I coached when she was little and also when I coached the High School girls team. She is one of my most favorite people. I love her to pieces. She had a wicked Left foot and could smoke you on the soccer field. Now she is married and living in Southern Washington but her family is still here and so when she comes up we always try to get together. Her (Nanc), Audrey, and another girl practically beat the high school principal's door down over several weeks during the time our soccer association was in the process of  discussions, trying to work out an arrangement to begin a high school soccer team in 2001. Between the association and those girls not giving up, we got the program started. It has been very successful, both boys and girls, here since.  Many of those girls from those two years I coached at the high school are still in contact with me. Lil Nanc and Morgan, who I also knew since she was a baby, are like my own kids. I love them dearly.

    Lil Nanc and me last night

    nanc and me (2)

     

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • Well ok then, I spent a half hour getting my post ready then tried to add a pic and something went horribly wrong. Froze up, lost everything. Try again. I hate it when that happens.

    I got the last of the raking in the yard done today. Did a little burning, eyebrows and everything. I think I have all my outside chores done until spring. Ya right. It was a really nice day. Even this time of year its peaceful and nice to sit along the river and just enjoy the day. The fire pit is begging for a fire. Not much happens there since the kids moved away. It will come again. Stupid doggie escaped twice yesterday when I was gone to CDA. I thought I had everything secure since she learned that trick last summer, its been a few months since she got out. Sabrina the neighbor put her back in once and then Karen across the hiway found her in her back yard and brought her over and put her in the house and blocked her doggie door so she couldnt even get outside til I got home. I walked the entire fence and I can't see anywhere she has been digging or anything. She must have got out between one of the gates and gate posts. I blocked those off too. Put more barriers around the fence also but I dont think she went under. That will suck if she gets squished on the hiway. Cars go fast by here.

    Had a very nice time meeting up yesterday with a neat woman in CDA. We enjoyed a great lunch and long conversation at my favorite lunch spot. Hope to do that again. Planning on it. Last weekend in Pocatello I met another very nice woman over dinner. Also hope to do that again when I can make it back down there. It's nice to have these low key, relaxed introductions. Both top class ladies. I was talking with a good friend at church this morning and told him that I seem to have built this huge defensive wall around me and my biggest fear is that I would meet, or have already met, that special someone and I wouldn't recognize it because I am so defensive. After losing Karen and then the two years of bitter litigation and those thousands of dollars has left me on the defensive. Also during that time I was able to get debt free and own my home. It's not about stuff, I have never been about stuff. Its all worth nothing with out someone to share it with. Its just made me so untrusting. I hate that. Everyone who knows me, knows that I would give you the shirt off my back. I hate what this whole thing has done to me. These last two weekends have moved the healing process along nicely.

    Really looking forward to some quality time with Lil Nanc tommorow. She is up to see her sister and her new baby.  

    I guess I forgot what I wrote the first time before I crashed. It will keep for next time.

     

Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • The snow is getting down pretty low now. Pretty sure Jesse is chomping at the bit to get the ski areas open. I just may try to learn to snow-board this year, providing there is lots of snow to cushion the falls. I already know I will never learn to ski. It's just not going to happen but I reallly believe that if I put my mind to it, I could learn to board. It won't be pretty but I just may figure it out. For those who don't know, I took private ski lessons three different times. I just couldnt get it. Then the last time, the girl giving me the lesson looked at me and said; "I've just never seen anyone do that before" That was my clue that it wasn't going to happen. I will just try, I only have to make one board go in one direction instead of two ski's going in two different directions. Mind over matter right?

    Made chicken enchaladas tonight. yum yum, not sure why I havent made that in a long time. I need to go thru my recipes more often and expand my weekly variety instead of just making whats simple and convienient all the time during the week. Menu planning would probably help. What, me plan?

    Going to the high school for a little while tommorow, I have a project for the video production class. So far I havent matched up with a kid to mentor. There have been some changes at the school, plus the flu is running rampant and attendance is way down. So far no sickness here. Maybey its not such a good idea to go hang around the school tommorow. We'll find out by next week if it was a good idea or not.

     

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  • Employed full time, two college kids, Lost the love of my life in June of 07. Now I find myself with an empty nest and without my Karen. Struggling to find my way and come back to living life to the fullest once again. I love to be with friends and family, I love to cook, I guess I will add more as I go along. Very involved in the America's Junior Miss program. Judging in Idaho and in other states. Area coordinator in Idaho. I love being involved around so many bright, talented, outstanding young ladies. My friends are the best. They mean the world to me. July 4th is our favoite holiday. We live on the river and have a huge party with tons of people and loads of fireworks and fun every year. Its a tradition around here and we have a blast. (pun intended). Sitting at the river in the evenings with friends and neighbors enjoying a swim or a glass of wine or a beer, lots of BBQs and fires in the fire pit.

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